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Baby Sleep is hard, but this changed EVERYTHING for me

Baby sleep is hard.

I read once that the average parent loses 365 hours of sleep in the first year of their child’s life.

And, when I read that, I just about choked on my (strong) coffee in dismay.

365 hours?! One hour per night? Had the people behind this study ever even MET human children? Did they study only drugged children?

If we do the math, assuming most adults average 6-7 hours of sleep per night, I lost a minimum of 1095 hours of sleep in my first year as a parent. (I get 3-4 hours on a good night. And there have been many, many bad nights, where I have made coffee and put on my jeans without ever having been to sleep.)

I’ve written about it before, about how I am so tired my face hurts, and why we co-sleep even tho we said we’d NEVER. About how I’ve poured laundry soap on top of my clean, wet clothes as I put them in the dryer, because my brain just doesn’t WORK anymore.  I’ve  searched in desperation for the best baby sleep tips.

(They’re out there in spades…there’s just a whole lot that can be said about baby sleep. Everyone has something to say about it.)

And none of it actually makes those wide awake 3 am hours (and hours and hours) any easier. 

None of it necessarily holds the secret to getting you through those long nights – until now.

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The other day, something changed for me, in the way I think about my awake baby.

Now, I should say, that sleeping has gotten much better for us.  Or it had.

We’re nearing the Squishy Baby’s first birthday, and he often sleeps for 3 hours in a row, waking only for a few minutes at a time, and only a few times per night.

I am far more rested now than I was 6 months ago.

But, this past month, we’ve struggled. We have been in a full-on 12 month baby sleep regression.

My baby has refused to go down before 1:30 – 2 am. And when he does finally go down, it’s brief at best. We’ve spent long 3 hour stretches snuggling and praying for sleep.

My husband and I have had more exhausted, frustrated, short-with-each-other conversations than we care to count, and we’ve taken half hour turns night after night, despite the fact that he needs to get up at 7 and we (the baby and I) don’t. ( I am very blessed by my baby’s daddy, to not have to fight this battle alone.)

We spend a lot more time just sitting on the couch this month, baby and I. I’ve never been a watcher-of-day-time TV but lately, I just turn it on to have something to look at while I sit, because I am too tired to do anything else.

The other day, squish wandered off to play with his little singing table and I pulled out my phone to surf Facebook – something else I almost never do. Partly because I don’t have time, and partly because the feed is filled with terrible and depressing things. (I know there’s cute pictures of babies and cats, but I tend to focus on the negative, so I choose to just not look at all.)

As usual, a terrible awful no good and heartbreaking article caught my eye.

I honestly can’t even tell you why I read it – normally when I discover that something is THAT gut-wrenching, I just close the page. It’s a life rule I have.

This was an article about a woman gynecologist working in a concentration camp in the war. She knew that pregnant women and babies would suffer terrible things, so she did the only thing she could to protect them – ended the pregnancies and killed the babies – in an attempt to maybe save their mothers. (That’s really all the detail you need for this to make sense. I can’t even link to the article because it is just too awful.)

That night, at 3 am, while I held my baby and wished for sleep I realized…

Just how blessed I truly am.

I thought about all the countless women have gone before me – who would give anything – ANYTHING – to spend sleepless nights holding their babies. 

I realized I am literally living the dream, the soul-longing, of so many women who have been deprived this chance. It broke my heart, but it also changed my heart.

And I sat there, filled with gratitude, and swore I would never take the chance to hold my baby – to be awake with my baby – for granted again.

No, it didn’t make me less tired.

It just made it less hard, and that’s all I need it to be.

Your baby will learn to sleep.

He will not always need you, you will rest again. (I’m updating this one year later – and I can say with certainty, even though it does not feel like it now, your baby WILL learn to sleep.)

If I could give you ANY advice about baby sleep, it wouldn’t necessarily be that you need a routine, or a dark room, or a sound machine. I wouldn’t necessarily tell you to co-sleep or to cry it out. (I mean, do what works for you, but that’s not what I would focus on.) All those things are worth trying, but they aren’t the end all be all when it comes to baby sleep.

If I could tell you ANYTHING, and have you hear me it would be this: this time is short – soon, you won’t even be able to remember what his tiny little body feels like when you pick him up, exhausted, at 4:15 am.

You’ll barley be able to picture his sweet face once and how peaceful he finally looks when you get him to sleep. Once this season is over, you will never return to it. You will look back on these wide awake baby hours and … you will miss them, just a little.

Focus on THAT when baby sleep gets hard.

Related: Remember Mommy: This too, Shall Pass
Related: Gentle Sleep Training – Teach Your Baby To Sleep Without Tears

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19 thoughts on “Baby Sleep is hard, but this changed EVERYTHING for me”

  1. Thank you so much for the reminder!!! I truly needed this right now. I have been struggling lately with a teething baby and also with myself on how I “should” be putting my baby to sleep. I am so blessed to have my baby, he is a sweet, jolly, and easy going little guy. But lately my patience has been wearing thin, and though Iʻve just recently learned about attachment styles Iʻd like him to be “securely attached” but feel I have been failing at that these past few days. It doesnʻt make it any easier when you are trying to build a blog/online business all while getting no sleep, itʻs TOUGH. But I believe in my heart its WORTH IT and that IT IS in Godʻs plan for me and my family. If you look at my blog now you wonʻt find, but I hope to build a helpful, valuable, meaningful, and profitable one just like you! Iʻm giving myself until April of 2018 to bring in full-time income. Ask me how? I have no idea but I know I will! Thank you again for sharing this. And thank you for giving me courage with my little blog… Take care and God bless!

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    • Aw I TOTALLY get where you are! I have been exhausted and impatient and building a blog with no idea how and I just GET it! I wish you ALL THE BEST – and I’m so glad you enjoyed the post <3

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  2. Same here, Leimana. My son still gets up three times a night and I work full time while trying to build a blog so it’s hard (especially because I feel like I’m no tech unsavvy and an overthinker, but that’s a whole other story). Here’s to the both of us figuring things out!

    I had a rough birth (think: blood transfusion and a whole lot of other things that made me THAT mother around the hospital all the staff talked about), and cried so much that first month because I was in that much pain. but I reminded myself that sometimes other mothers go through what I did and their babies don’t make it so I’m fortunate my son. Thanks for reminding me of my blessings, since sometimes I can forget about that when trying to work on the blog or wishing for more sleep at night.

    Carly, I recently discovered your blog, love your personality and your mindset about your blog. I wish I had enough guts as you to up and quit to blog so i can with my son full time, but alas, I don’t have that confidence. I do hope to reach that point someday and look forward to your emails 🙂

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    • AW thank you Sylvia! I wish you ALL THE BEST with your blog – and lots of sleep! (I get how hard it is to blog exhausted, believe me!!)

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  3. Kids are beautiful. Maybe it might not be too late for me to have some someday if it’s meant to be. 🙂

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  4. Thank you for this!! My little man isn’t the best sleeper, but I’m so very thankful we have him.

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    • I totally get that Kathleen – and he WILL get better at sleeping, eventually 🙂

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      • Than you for this post. Being pregnant with my first, I have struggled mentally with every aspect of it and it took a lot of courage to decide to get pregnant. I forced a lot of people to tell me the good stuff as it’s in their nature to talk about the bad. I’m hoping it will all click into place once the baby is born.

      • It absolutely will!! There will still be hard things, but it’s all soooooo worth it if you have the right attitude and remember that this is precious time!

  5. Thank you for this. Last night I spent four hours getting my baby to bed. She was asleep so many times and woke up again and again when I tried to take my boob away! I was so frustrated, lying there thinking how I wanted to start a new blog post and instead I was lying in the dark. (I always think it’s the not-knowing-when-it-will-end that’s the worst part.) I remembered this post and it helped me to keep going. I snuggled her in and she did eventually sleep. It’s so true – these days are tough but we’re lucky to have them.

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    • Oh i’m sorry!!! Those nights are hard… but they do end. My little man sleeps all night now… and it’s his sister keeping me awake LOL. It’s easier with the second because you KNOW it ends eventually.

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  6. “365 hours?! One hour per night? Had the people behind this study ever even MET human children? Did they study only drugged children?”

    Too funny. LOVE IT! I have three kids (one’s all grown up, and the other two are tweens)….but I remember those nights of getting up 3 (sometimes 4) times a night. I WISH it was only one hour a night.

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